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Doing A Disservice - for Too Long

Today I read a blog - that I don't intend to read again.

I try hard to make this positive here - or at least informative. When you post your opinion for the world (or my world) to read - you have to be in some way honorable. If you're not going to research what you're talking about (whatever the subject) then what you do is become nothing more than tabloid bullshit.

The blog is something like fuglyblog.com - I'm not putting the link up because I don't really want to promote it. The creator seems to run her mouth heavily about things she doesn't know anything about. She is yet another "rescuer" that likes to say she loves horses but she clearly hates horse racing. She doesn't nothing that I can see that promotes the sport - she just tears it down.

I was alerted to the blog by a friend who noticed she was bad mouthing one of my clients. I'll not stand for that - at all. She states that she read online - that Claiborne Farm (celebrating 100 years in 2010 - can anyone else claim that longevity? AND quality? - I'd love to know) refuses to hire stallion handlers or grooms. Then she is dumb enough to say she didn't bother to check that out.

1st off - if she ever paid any attention - she'd see that there are women as grooms at Claiborne. But you'd have to get off your ass to do so. 2nd - most women don't want to handle stallions - therefore - they aren't applying for such jobs most places. Before some idiot comments - take note that Warmbloods are not Thoroughbreds - so do not make a stupid remark and try to compare. Thoroughbreds are intense - calculating - thoughtful horses - and the stallions are rarely gullible or stupid.

There are several women that handle Thoroughbred Stallions throughout the US. She makes stupid statements about women in the industry - and it's clear she's talking about an industry she isn't in. I've been in this industry for going on 17 years. I've worked with more women than men (including when I prepped yearlings at Three Chimneys - thanks Rachel Southwood and the late Lorena Mullins). My bosses have mostly been women - including Benny Bell Williams when I was at Jonabell Farm. She is probably the best horseman (excuse me horseperson) I know. I deal personally with more women than men when it comes to my public auction clients, including trainer Michelle Nihei and Claiborne Farm's Dell Hancock.

What I notice most in the world of equality of the sexes is that women do more disservice to themselves than anyone. If I hear one more woman tell me that she can't get a job because she doesn't have a penis. Do you realize that you just proved you don't deserve the job? Because you think automatically that having a penis is better than not? I hear this type comment more from people who are not qualified than people that are deservedly hired. It's the same with anyone that thinks they are the best - but do not realize they don't have the qualifications. Sure because of some laws that were passed because people in charge at one point in business weren't smart enough to hire the most qualified person they just hired the white guy.

You know what I'm talking about. Nowadays that idea has changed because people across this land have realized that if they want to succeed they need to move forward and not hire people based on sex, race, relation, sexual preference. They are learning to hire based on - who will help move my company forward? Some industries do better than others - but the people that don't get hired and complain about it being because they aren't white, black, straight, male, etc. - do themselves a disservice. You didn't get hired - because someone else did - whatever the reason - you certainly didn't win them over. Improve yourself and stop complaining because - you're just stepping backward.

Women like this fugly woman (I use that only because of her blog - I don't know her at all - and could care less to meet her - thanks) are doing nothing for moving other women forward. -- Why? Because she's not smart enough to learn before she talks.

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Sex Still Sells - Time to Sex Up Horse Racing

1st off - I'm working on a claiming blog - but finding out tons of info during the process - so It's becoming more and more serious and involved. Which is exciting. So stay tuned as I research that aspect.

Now on to something a little closer to my heart - hot nude guys. - Oh come on straight guys and bible thumpers - don't stop reading.

For several years now our racing friends down under have been putting out a charity related calendar with nude photos (or nearly nude) of jockeys. I've been shown tidbits of the 2010 calendar  and well - it's worth the buy. Jockeys are fit! A lot of muscled packed into a powerhouse body.

So it was mentioned on a friends Facebook page that they should do it here - and turns out the Jockey's Guild is working on a charity calendar for 2011! Sweet. Rumor has it they are looking for model suggestions. So - here are my 12 jockeys that I would prefer to see nude (in no particular order).

Before I give the list - I will say that I don't REALLY want to see them nude. I do not spend time thinking about this (ok - I'm spending time right now but not a usual past time). This is a blog first of all - and if sex sells - I might as well throw sex in my title so that I get more hits by pervs and weirdos right? I have no problem with nudity - unless it's mine in one of those f'd up dreams I used to have as a kid standing in line coming in from recess and everyone else is clothed but me - and I float. I frickin' hated those dreams - it was always cold - I swear it was the cold.

Anyway - here's my nudes - and I honestly believe it would be wise to split it up - girls and guys calendars:

Alex Solis - I must say that I've never really thought of him as a hottie - but I have seen some pictures of him NOT in jockey attire - and shirtless and let's just say - for a 45-year-old man (which is not old damnit but you know how people think) he is the most fit I've ever seen.

Channing Hill - kind of a boy next door look - and was born the year I graduated High School (thanks age awareness league) which makes him the same age as my nephew and now that I'm typing this I'm freaking out because in my nephew is a little boy and this just creeping me out. However I'm sure he would be great for attracting young girls (and boys) and maybe some lecherous weirdos and cougars.

Moving on. Geez I'm suddenly reconsidering this blog. I've so fucked myself already. Sometimes one shouldn't open their mind up for everything to be read. Too late. I'm doing this dammit.

Aaron Gryder - I don't know what it is but he's very attractive to me. Oh here we go again. should I stop? Ok I'm gonna suck it up and go on. No more pussyfootin. Aaron is hot to me - and I know a lot of women who agree. So there!

Iggy Puglisi - I don't know why. I think he's attractive (especially without the hair slicked back) and I really enjoyed him as on air talent on TVG - but I didn't like what I heard about (because I didn't watch) with him on Jockeys. Just made me really sad. - so maybe a nude shot would cheer him up a bit. - Works for me.

Mike Smith - he's always been attractive. Hollywood type face if you ask me. Plus he's big name. (Not that the others aren't but Mike's one that people that don't follow racing actually have heard of - that's key when selling sex). I mean - which video did you Google, buy, download, rent, etc. - Paris Hilton with that no name freak that was married (right?) to Shannon Doherty or - Tommy Lee and Pamela Anderson. You know which one - and you know why.

So anyway - ever notice I can't keep a train of thought? Yeah - imagine what its like in here on a regular basis.

Jeremy Rose - met him once at a party at Churchill Downs. Was kind of shy and quiet - but most people seem that way when I'm at a party. Ha!

Jonathan Joyce - I don't know much about him - but he seems to be having a decent career in Maryland.

Ok - so that's all the men I can come up with. Maybe Brian Hernandez would be ok. Not sure - he has such a young look. Might be too weird. Hey where is Ryan Fogelsonger?  

There are a few women that ride that I think would attract great attention. The obvious would be Chantal Sutherland but since she turned down Playboy because she thought her nudity was worth more - I'm guessing she wouldn't do a charity calendar. Don't know her at all but what came across on Jockeys - made me think she was only pretty on the outside. Maybe I'm the bitch.

Jordan Springer - big ups to my girl. You may not know her as well as Chantal - but she's frickin' hot! Also a damn good rider.

Jenna Joubert - now I don't know her at all but I find her to be very striking!

Clearly Rosemary Homeister would sell some calendars. She's beautiful - GREAT hair.

Basically I think you have to mix the calendar with hot names and hot faces. Jockeys are a hot commodity - just like the horses. They are the OTHER thing crossing the finish line. They are as important to our industry as the horse. We seem to have a problem promoting it because the horses don't race as long as most non-understanding fans would like. What we do have are our OTHER athletes. So since it's already in the works - I think we may finally have something that positively impacts our sports publicity. 

Live Nude Girls - and Guys.  Who would you choose?

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2009 Breeders' Cup Picks

I do not have time to elaborate today but wanted to get my picks out there for you now!

In order of Preference - :

Day 1
Marathon: Father Time, Gangbuster, Nite Light,
JFTurf: Tapitsfly, Junia Tepzia, House of Grace, Smart Seattle, 
            (I love In the Slips and she'd be 1st on my list here if she wasn't on the Also Eligible list)
JFillies: Connie and Michael, She Be Wild, Blind Luck, Negligee,
F/M Turf: Rutherienne, Forever Together, Maram,
F/M Sprint: Informed Decision, Free Flying Soul, Silver Swallow, Ventura
Ladies: Life is Sweet, Proviso, Careless Jewel

Day 2
JTurf: Pounced, Codoy, Viscount Nelson, King Ledley (Summer Movie would have been on my list)
Turf Sprint: Gotta Have Her, Silver Timber, Desert Code, Diamondrella 
Sprint: Fatal Bullet, Fleeting Spirit, Zensational, Capt. Candyman,
Juvenile: Aikenite, Noble’s Promise, Lookin at Lucky, William's Kitten
Mile: Justenuffhumor, Goldikova, Ferneley, Court Vision,
Dirt Mile: Midshipman (he’s the only speed and I normally wouldn't have like him), Furthest Land, 
    Chocolate Candy, Neko Bay, Mastercrafstman
Turf: Spanish Moon, Conduit, Telling
Classic: Mine That Bird (I'll never quit him) Twice Over, Richard’s Kid, Zenyatta,

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Ever Plan a Sale and No One Knew What To Do?

I toyed with not even doing a blog after the Keeneland September Yearling Sale ended. I have such a hard time fitting in the blog fun during this time of year as it is.

If you don't know what I do - then I'll tell you. If you do know - skip ahead - wait don't do that. Just read along - you might learn something and maybe you'll need my service to help you a little bit. Anyway - I put together books of information for consignors at public auction (Thoroughbreds) - that allow them to answer the questions of potential buyers and as well as assist in marketing and pricing the individuals they are selling. So there's that - I am busiest in September and November so I disappear a bit.

Back to business.

We all knew that September would be tough - no one really knew HOW tough. I mean - how could you right? People said that the July sale would gage how the rest of the year would go. But July at Fasig-Tipton is not Keeneland September. It's changing - yes - but seriously you have completely different quality as well as - 2 days compared to 400 (I exaggerate there but if you've ever worked the September Sale - it basically feels similar to 400 days).

So the sale ended down more than 40% from last year - that's drastic. Why? Well there's that whole economy thing going on here in the US (and around the world). That's the main deal - flat out - people aren't investing in us when their investments aren't cutting it for them elsewhere. People with tons of money - lost/are losing more than say ME or you. That's not to say I'm doing good (in case there are gold diggers out there with low expectations - also NOT available) but I don't have a lot of money tied up in pretend ideas or banks or anything like that so people like me don't cry as loud.

With that we have a market that has a lot of people running scared. Before you get to thinking that it's all gloom and doom - my clients did well enough at the sales. No BIG slam dunks - but they sold - and stayed ahead of the game. I'd like to take credit - but I'm not (just before anyone thinks I'm thinking it's because of me). I saw the results of several consignments (not just mine) that did quite well - all things considered. Some did well - without having to make considerations.

So how will this all affect the industry? I'm not sure but IMHO it's going to weed out those people that came to Kentucky with only $$ in their eyes. Not that there's anything wrong with that - because if you don't like money - then you've probably never had any or you probably consider yourself above trying to make money. I consider you a liar or lazy btw. Because if you don't want to make money because you think it's evil or only the MAN makes money - you're just telling me that you're too lazy to actually work. You could easily strive to make money and do some good with it.

I've gone off topic.

There are a lot of people that only were enticed to the industry because of money and a little love for the horse. I don't believe everyone has to be obsessed and passionate about it that works in it. However I do believe if you are in a position that affects other peoples horses, and investments in those horses - it might have been good for you to have some experience with horses. You get more sense of how it all works from a different level.

This glitch in time will eventually pass (we've seen it before) and it will cause some farms to go under and some people to seek another line of employment. Sadly - too many - people I know that truly want to be here because it's their passion are already planning a departure.

A shame.

One last comment: we will should see changes in the stud fee range. Maybe now (and maybe not) stud fees will be set more realistically and based on the sire's results on the track not in the sales ring.

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Where Does Your Income Originate?

Be warned - I'm hot right now.

It's unbelievable to me that I am even having to think about this bill that didn't get passed in the senate.

Let me take you back to a place for a moment. I take you there a lot mainly because - well it's the only other place I've lived. New Mexico. It's not a state you think of racing and breeding horses. Most people in this country aren't educated enough to realize it's a state - and that's the fault of either the school system or poor gene pool. I haven't decided. Anyway - New Mexico's horse racing (both Quarter Horse and Thoroughbred) and breeding industry was nearing extinction when I left to follow my dreams in Kentucky.

It's a large state (5th largest btw) and not heavily populated. There were 6 tracks at one point and time. Not all racing at the same time. Here is your list:

1) San Juan Downs (NW corner - between Farmington and Bloomfield, NM) - they could handle traffic from corners of Arizona, Colorado, Utah and NM. Raced May 2nd to Labor Day. Average purse per race in 1992: $1,246  

2) La Mesa Park (NE corner in Raton, NM - they could handle Oklahoma, Colorado, Texas and NM. June 20th to July 26th (once upon a time they raced all Summer). Average purse per race in 1992: $1,081 

3) The Downs at Santa Fe (about middle of the northern half of the state, in Santa Fe, NM - handling large tourist traffic and Albuquerque traffic). Raced April 29th to Labor Day roughly. Average purse per race in 1992: $3,857.  

4) The Downs at Albuquerque (about 55 miles south of Santa Fe in Albuquerque, NM - handles their own traffic, and that of many who travel through NM to get somewhere else). Raced from January 10th - June 15th. Then again from September 11th to October 12th. (NM State Fair Meet). Average purse per race in 1992: $4,484.

5) Ruidoso Downs (about middle of the southern half of the state in Ruidoso, NM - handling a large amount of Texas traffic and Southern NM traffic). Raced May 7th to Labor Day. Average purse per race in 1992: $3,471.  

6) Sunland Park (on the NM/TX/Mexico border - way south yo, handling obvious traffic including that from El Paso, TX). Raced January 1st - May 3rd and October 23rd to December 31st). Average purse per race in 1992: $2,944.

So there you have it - 6 tracks, 4 competing against each other during the Summer. The purses were beyond crap. Take note - in case you don't know - most races the winner gets 60% of the purse. The trainer/jockey each get 10% (that may have changed - but I'm not looking it up). Most pay to 5th or 6th place. So you as the Owner - ended up with very little - considering that most horses run (back then) once or maybe twice in a month - and not every month. If you didn't win every time - you're losing money (which most people did). So let us fast forward a bit.

I left New Mexico in the Summer of 1993. At that time San Juan Downs closed (remained closed for 6 years). La Mesa Park closed the year before and has yet to reopen but ground breaking (interestingly enough) begins tomorrow June 24th. Santa Fe Downs closed in 1997 - and has not reopened and likely will not btw. This left 3 tracks in operation mostly due to the strong Quarter Horse support for large stakes at each track, IMHO.

Something had to be done - there was a slight change in race date distribution and they added VLT's or slots. Had that addition to these entertainment venues not come to pass - I do not believe I would know a soul who owned/race/trained a horse in NM any longer. Let's jump ahead shall we to 2007 - slots in affect since 1999 and purses have risen significantly.

1) SunRay Park (Formerly San Juan Downs) - Raced May 3rd - July 15th. Average purse per race in 2007: $14,184. Up from $1,246.  

2) The Downs at Albuquerque. Raced from August 10th - October 7th. With the NM State Fair Meet somewhere in the middle. Average purse per race in 2007: $16,018. Up from $4,484.

3) Ruidoso Downs. Raced Memorial Day to Labor Day. Average purse per race in 2007: $18,378. Up from $3,471.

4) Sunland Park. Raced December of 2006 - April 29th, 2007. Average purse per race in 2007: $26,111. Up from $2,944.

5) Zia Park (New Track opened in 2005 - on the NM/TX border near the South East corner of the state, in Hobbs, NM). Raced September 22 to December 11. Average purse per race in 2007: $21,923 

It's a no brainer that the VLT's fully saved racing and breeding in NM - eventually leading to us having horses race there and end up winning the Kentucky Derby-G1, Alabama S.-G1, Acorn S.-G1, La Brea S.-G1, must I go on?

So for years everyone said it won't matter because this is Kentucky. Well people it matters. People support horse racing but not "gambling" because it's addictive. Are you f*^%in kidding me? Gambling supports horse racing. We are not Dubai - we need people to wager in hopes of making a big splash at the window in order to support the horses, the people and the exterior that benefits from horse racing.

I cannot believe people are this stupid that they have to have it spelled out for them. But I'll get the block letters now - and you can pass this on to every retard that makes a buck from horse racing but thinks they are better than it - and thinks they'll survive without it.

What do you do for a living? I do pedigree research on Thoroughbreds for numerous consignors that are mostly based in Lexington. All of my income is derived from the world of horse racing. I won't share with you the amount - 'cause it's none of your business. But - if I don't have my business - that means I will leave Kentucky most likely probably on a killing spree but that's way off topic. Say I'm gone because I can no longer support my lifestyle and there are no horses for me to research. This means - I do not spend money at Incredipet, Kroger, Wendy's McDonald's, Puccini's, Mia's, Ohana Massage, Fayette Mall, Loch Lea Antiques, King's Garden Center, Walgreen's, Staples, FedEx Office (that's Kinko's yo), Farmer's Market, Portofino's, Giuseppe's, BloodStock Research, Daily Racing Form, NuVOX, Dish Network (I canceled DirectTV btw), KU, Columbia Gas, Starbucks, Kentucky American Water, Slone's Signature Market, Lansdowne Vet, BP - all in Lexington or surrounding areas. Do you know how much money I blow? A lot - I like to spend when it's there. That leaves only Verizon still getting my money because I must have a cell phone and they aren't based here. But I'll not be buying a new phone at a Lexington store or accessories.

Do you see how this works? I am one person. If you're a retailer, restaurant owner, business owner of some sort in Lexington your cash flow - somehow begins with a horse that someone else owns. There are plenty of racetracks and plenty of states that have plenty of land that anyone (outside of Don and Mira Ball) can change into a horse farm in this country. - I make the Ball crack because they both own a farm and develop land on former farms - the biggest hypocrites in the business. Someone long ago said this was the best place to raise a horse - people believed it, a community began - there you have it. A City thrived.

But it doesn't take a genius to realize that if the purses continue to drop at Ellis, Turfway and Churchill - even Kentucky Downs - then eventually those tracks close. Meaning people will have to ship further to race their horses. Why ship so far - why not just move? I would.

Keeneland is a boutique track with a public auction business. They will most likely be fine - without slots. But will they be fine as the only track in the state? No - not at all. Because - who comes to Kentucky if the farm owners that race cannot sustain because they have to spend more money to ship to tracks that have good purses? It's a vicious cycle.

Plain and simple: we are an entertainment industry that only exists if people gamble on us. You cannot pay the jockey, groom, trainer, exercise rider, hot walker, vet, blacksmith, feed supplier, etc. without that gamble. Right there are 8 different job titles that directly work with horse racing (just racing not breeding or sales). If they aren't here in KY making a living - they WILL be elsewhere. Believe me - which means all their excess money will not trickle down to YOU - the person struggling to keep their business afloat.

If you live in an area with a racetrack in the state of Kentucky - your ass makes money when the races are live (and in Lexington - all year round). Not just business owners - but employees as well. If you're a server at any one of the restaurants in Lexington alone, Starbucks staff, Sonic Carhop - imagine life without a tip during Keeneland live racing or sales? That means - you get to find a job delivering the crap ass Herald-Leader one day - that made sure no one cared about your job because they don't support horse racing anyway. Good luck with that.

I do not give a shit what religious belief you have, what political party you're associated with, what moral high ground you think you are on, what part of Kentucky you reside in - without horse racing - what is Kentucky? It's Tennessee without Country music. It's New York City without Broadway. It's Disneyworld without happiness. And who the fuck would want any part of that?

Wake up.

Also - for show your support and how important your job and your income are to you and your family. "We are NOT done fighting!" Rally @ Keeneland Sales Pavillion. 6/24 at 6:30 p.m.
http://www.horseswork.com/

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The Belmont Stakes

I had decided to take some time away from the blog - mostly because I'm so busy. That's ok though.

You must remember from last year that during my business' peak season I must focus more there than here. But do note that I love here a lot!

The weeks after the Preakness leading into the Belmont always have me longing for more. I love the 3 week break for the horses but it's torture waiting it out. This time was harder - I thought for sure Rachel Alexandra would run because I don't think that her connections truly care that much about her well being. Maybe that's fight talk but it's just my gut feelings. I thought what a build up it would be for racing though to have her in - but truly wanted to see her get beat by Mine That Bird badly. Shut up - I'm a bitch.

So here we are - it's Belmont eve (actually as I'm on this laptop it's past eve and into morning) and all the dog shows and work I've been doing have me beat. I won't get to watch the under card because I'm in Somerset clearing out my father-in-laws garage (may he rest in peace). My friend Mary - check out her blog - is going to text me the results throughout the day. Made my bets - at the Keeneland Drive Thru betting window (I still love saying that) and will make it to Aunt Mary's in time for the ABC coverage.

I'll be cheering for Mine That Bird - as you should have guessed - to win it all. I feel something more impressive than the Derby on the horizon for him. I believe Chocolate Candy will follow him a long and grab 2nd - with Charitable Man and Mr. Hot Stuff.

Whatever the case - I believe we are in for something special.

The other races? Glad you asked.

The Woodford Reserve Manhattan S.-G1
I like Wesley, Court Vision (entered with Optimer [ARG]), Cowboy Cal. The toughest race for me to handicap because I wanted like 7 horses here - but I have rules.

The Acorn S.-G1
Originally where Rachel was headed before the purchase Preakness press. I can't imagine anything beating West Point's Justwhistledixie. But I'll include Gabby's Golden Gal (gave Rachel all she wanted - or whatever in the Oaks) and Four Gifts.

The Woody Stephens S.-G2
Hull - all about it. Top notch. Combining with Everyday Heroes (entered with Regal Ransom - not a fan) This Ones for Phil and Triumphant Flight. No really - that's what I said.

The Just a Game S.-G1
Forever Together is the queen of the turf right now - and I wonder when she'll throw in a clunker? I have her combined with Raw Silk (likey), I Lost My Choo, and Diamondrella (G

The True North H.-G2
Once a favorite race of mine. I really like Desert Key with Silver Edition and Fabulous Strike.

and that - my children concludes our broadcast day.

Go Mine That Bird!

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Almost Half of My Life

So if I were getting ready to turn 30 the title of this entry could be Half My Life - but sadly I'm a wee bit older than that. Just a wee bit.

I just had my 15 year anniversary of living in Kentucky. No there was no party or anything - no need - but there was a shock to the system of how much has gone on since my move. 

This is basically going to be a time line of sorts of the past 15 years of my life in Lexington. Believe me - there will be a large number of omissions. You know - the things that will come out only in the future when I write a book (because I'll not have children to write a tell all - I must do it myself) or when I run for President and someone decides to ruin my campaign by telling my secrets. Btw, if you're planning that - I have no secrets - there are just some things I don't mention here. So there.

Summer 1993 - I quit my job of 6 years in a torture chamber - or retail store called Best Products, Inc. making $14,000 a year, lied to my parents and said I had a job on a horse farm waiting in Kentucky. Drove in my white Mercury Topaz (hot huh?) with my Uncle James (originally from Hodgenville, KY, met my Mom's sister Alice while she and my Mom worked for the FBI), dropped him off in his hometown and finished the drive alone. My future was in front of me. I was 23. (you'll notice that I won't be updating my age regularly - mostly because I still feel like I'm 25-28).

Freaked out a bit because I only had $200 when I left New Mexico and I really didn't have a job. Met a guy at Pyaar Acres while checking on a friends horses. He got me an interview with Gary Pimentel at Three Chimneys Farm. I had no idea what I would be doing - or if I'd even get a job. All Gary knew was I was from New Mexico (always a confusing lead I've found when I moved here - most people were confused that I have blue eyes and no accent. Yeah - we have a great education system. No I didn't need a green card, or visa to get here).

Gary hired me and for that time in yearling sales prep history - I worked with the most skilled horseman and teachers. Gary, Lorena Mullins (recently passed away) and Rachel Southwood taught me a ton. I dropped 40 lbs. in the first 3 months - partly because I was too poor to eat. But my bills were getting paid. That's what is important right? So I'm told. I ate occasionally - no exaggeration. Miserable I tell you and when winter hit - I wanted to go home. It was so cold and I was so hungry and tired.

I worked at Three Chimneys for 3 years mostly doing yearling sales prep. I also did a short breeding season on one of their broodmare divisions (this would be the worst time - dropping to 110 lbs and body sore all the time. Turns out if you work your ass of and never eat - it's not healthy and it hurts). I do miss the workout I got from yearlings. I don't believe it's that big of a workout these days for most of the big farms. Adding in walking machines and such. You can see a difference at the sales as well. The handlers aren't as fit as the yearlings (no offense - just an observation). The horses also have less respect for them. I think that's from the lack of handling they miss from hand walking.

Summer 1996 - I moved from Three Chimneys to historic Jonabell Farm. Benny Williams created a job for me where I worked half on the farm with the yearlings and half in the office learning. Best move I ever made outside the move from New Mexico. I ended up taking a lot of yearlings to the sale ring there. I also learned a lot about researching information for stallion advertising. At this same time I was becoming a little bit (stop laughing Benny and Ruthie) of a social butterfly. More like a social firefly - out every night. I might have burned more than one candle at both ends and the middle.

My social network became the biggest mix ever. Horse people, strippers, hookers, criminals (will not specify thanks), gays, lesbian, drag queens, must I go on. All that did affect my life heavily - Benny - you put up with too much.

Summer 1999 - while working the Keeneland July Sale for Jonabell I got a call from my sister letting me know that our mom, Virginia, had once again been found to have cancer. This being the 3rd year in a row - all 3 times a different variety. This time she had no fight left and they gave her little length of time to live. I made a trip home driving in my little blue truck - to spend time with her. One of the worst times of my life. (not trying to focus on bad things y'all - just letting you know what makes me who I am).

My mom was the most quality woman I've ever known. I don't know anyone with any worth that would say a bad word about her. I remember one time her telling me someone related to us was a bitch - and she hesitated at using the word - and said it quietly. Because she had class and didn't talk like that - but that told you how bad this person actually was. I returned home to KY and within a short couple of weeks got the call from my Dad "Billy, your mama died this morning." I wondered then if I should have ever left NM in the first place.

Spring 2000 - No longer working on Jonabell Farm - but I had been working for The Bell Group - once a part of Jonabell - a Thoroughbred advertising agency, for a while. I also had finally met someone that aided greatly in me not wanting to be out on the town Monday through Saturday from 5:30 p.m. til it was time to go to work. To this point - I really wasn't into any relationship I had been in - and at 2 months - I was done. Quickly done.

Summer 2000 - Came in from a night out for a friends birthday to find message after message from both sisters. You know that's never good. I called my younger sister back - and the only thing I could understand through her crying was "Dad is dead." For a long time I didn't like going back to NM because every trip was for a funeral for someone in the family. Me and my sisters always have felt younger than we were (well Vickie might not have since she's a mom). I was 30 years old and no longer had parents to call. I felt like I was 18.

I felt for my sisters because they had to deal with more than me being closer to home. Then again - they also got to be around my parents all the time. To be honest - I pretty much fell a part for a good 9 months. My partner was put through a lot of hell because I was not dealing with it all the best way (but then - who does?)

I got married late that August in Lexington. All my in-laws - none of my family. Tons of friends. I grew up in a once close large family. As you grow up and see people for what they really are - you begin to realize family really isn't just assigned to blood relatives. Other than my sisters and my nieces and nephew - I'm closest to the family I have in Kentucky.

blah blah blah

Fall 2000 - all the above led me to make a rash decision and leave The Bell Group. I was supposed to be leaving for a specific job - that fell through. I knew it wasn't going to happen before I left but I was nearing the need for commitment with a straight jacket (not related to work - just mind). So I gave notice and had no job at all.

Literally I stayed home and cried for nearly 6 months. That may sound pathetic to you - and it really is because now I can stand people who are too lazy to live and get through - but sometimes I think it's wise to deal with what you can and fuck the rest. It allowed me some time to really grieve instead of block. It allowed me to sit and think about what I wanted to do.

I'd lost all care and concern for the horse world. My love for horses - had taken me far away from home and kept me from enjoying the last years of my parents lives. I do believe if I had kept working I would probably be working in a bar somewhere not having anything to do with horses or be in a home - rocking and rocking, meowing like a cat. (it's ok - laugh).

November 2000
Desmond and I went to the Breeders' Cup at Churchill Downs. I had no business going because I had $100 that I could spare after quitting my job. That was a day I couldn't wait for though. I was finally going to get to see some favorites in person - Affirmed Success, Quiet Resolve, Chilukki, and many more.

That day I hit big - I think I cashed on every race by the Classic. I left Churchill with more than $4k. Not bad for a messed up wacko with no job.

April 2001 - I began Huntington Equine. I had sort of started it years ago when the Bell Group quit offering pedigree research books for public auction consignors as a service. Benny GAVE it to me. She taught me how to do this - and then basically gave me a future.

I finally had some purpose going again. I began helping with sales prep for Hartwell Farm - mostly just showing real early to walk yearlings. Then I'd dash home and shower - head to Thoroughbred Times to help with stallion directory. In the evening I'd head to Spencerian College where I was taking night classes for a graphic design degree.

Not only did I have a purpose but I went from nothing too much. I don't moderate well.

April 2004 - I had been working as a copywriter/research specialist for Thoroughbred Times - mostly working with their daily newsletter TODAY. When I found out that the main guy in town doing the sale books was calling it a day and I started getting more clients.

I had to make a decision - my job or my business. I was nearly done with the graphic design degree. I realized with all the new business I needed to focus on that future. I left Ttimes and went out on my own - completely without a net.

Right this minute - I've realized while typing this up that had I stayed in NM - I would have been miserable - always wishing I'd followed a dream. Had I returned to my family during the rough times - I would have never gained any strength.

I've made all the decisions in my life. Many people would consider some of them to be bad - and whatever. Last month I quietly celebrated 15 years living where I always wanted to live. This month I'll celebrate 9 years of marriage (proving that a pretty spectacular person was able to catch me). I've been working completely on my own for 5 years now and each year it gets easier - better for my clients and more worth it. All the decisions I've made those publicized here, those insinuated here and those I'll not put in this blog - all of them are mine and not regretted. Why? Because they were my choice - and helped me develop into who I want to be.

In October I'll celebrate - somehow (was going to be Disneyworld but don't think so now) - my 40th birthday. I feared this age because it always sounded old to me - I still feel "little" (inside joke - not like that) not 40. How many people can say they took a risk and ended up having the best life ever? I wish you all could feel so free and happy about it.

I love my job (most days), I love my life (all days), I love writing this blog when I feel the need.

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Wonder Woman and Superman

It's been a few days and finally I'm past the struggle I was having with the result of the Preakness. Before you get into attack mode - listen to me. Or just read cause I'm not talking out loud.

I spent most of Preakness day driving back from Marietta, OH (cat pee smell capital of the world I'm guessing) after picking up 2 of our dogs from a dog show. I had handicapped on Friday (day before) and made my bets before leaving Lexington. I love advanced wagering. I anxiously awaited texts from my friend Beth with results and occasionally getting to check info on my laptop while we drove through the mountains that border Ohio and West Virginia.

It was a little more than torture not being able to watch live but I knew I'd be home in time to catch some live racing.

I got to Beth's in time to catch several races live. Flipping back and forth from HRTV, TVG and NBC we really enjoyed our day. Cheering on Parading earlier on the card was especially fun. I didn't see the NBC coverage until after the race. I love DVR - we could watch tons of stuff and then come back to that coverage after most of the east coast racing had ended. I
Not that it would matter to 98% of the people reading this but the piece on Mine That Bird was almost too hard for me to watch. Dr. Blach reminds me of my Dad. His recollection of the Derby moment was priceless. When he got choked up talking about congratulating his family I lived it through him. I'm sure many people were ready for a Walter Matthau moment from Casey's Shadow "I almost peed my pants," if only because of the ignorance of people.

I tend to play that moment as if it were me often in my head. What would I do? (please note that I'm am 50% certifiable because I also do the same with the Oscar's, Grammy's and Eclipse Awards - sometimes I'm still 14-years-old - how I stay young - that and botox). You're probably thinking I'm going to tell you my "thank you speech" now but I can't. It changes regularly in my head and it's personal. When it happens be sure to know that it will be genuine, unrehearsed and original. I can also say that you'll not understand a word through the sobbing. You can always visit me in the home later.

We finally go to the race. Watching the post parade I thought Rachel Alexandra looked bad compared to every time before. Maybe it's those Asmussen braids. To me they always make a horse look somewhat ratty. But truly she looked thinner than when I saw her at Churchill. Beth and I both remarked how Mine That Bird looked to be putting on weight. A great sign.

They broke from the gate and I don't have to tell you the race - you should have watched. My eyes would go from Rachel Alexandra at the front to Mine That Bird in the back. When they turned for home I cringed as Flying Private's big ass was in my way. I mean his way. Then a wall of horses with a mess going on in front of him. I do believe that was enough to cost him the win - but that is how it goes. As they reached the wire I honestly felt him getting there and winning by a nose. Didn't happen.

I cheered and cheered his name - to the point of entertaining Beth's neighbor in her yard next door. A filly just won the Preakness after 85 years of trying - and I was depressed. Normally I would be thrilled. It's historic - she's gorgeous, she had to run hard the entire 1 3/16 miles to do it. I wasn't happy at all.

It took me all night and part of Sunday morning to come to terms with her win/his loss. I was more broken hearted that he tried so hard and wasn't able to get to her than I was for the special moment of her win. I didn't want her to succeed - I wanted him to be the Triple Crown winner. The first horse I'd allow to wear that title since Affirmed. Nothing has been good enough to me. I even thought to myself that it was perfect that he was a 2yo champion - as were our 3 Triple Crown winners from the 70's. Sure it was in Canada - but unlike most people in TB racing in the US - I respect Canadian racing.

If you know me you know I like a girl against the boys. You know I like when the girl is as tough as the boys. But this time I didn't want it because I liked the gelding - which I rarely cheer for he who is without well you know, everything. I didn't mind her in the race, I even kept her in all my wagering. I just didn't want her to win.

You would think he was my horse - but Chip and Dr. Blach (not sure about Mark Allen) were happier than me. I came to terms on Sunday a.m. and I let it all go. I'm now thrilled to have been able to watch this special moment in our history. It also once again underlines why those 11 Triple Crown winners are so sacred. This is why it's important NOT to even think about changing how the races are laid out. Don't mess with it to make it easy. Believe me - if you change a distance, time between, etc. I'll be the first person to let you know that the 12th and following Triple Crown winners needs an asterisk that says
*not in the same league with the real Triple Crown winners, the journey was made easier so that the Triple Crown could suck.

I wouldn't be surprised to see a Rachel Alexandra/Mine That Bird match up in the Belmont because I do NOT believe that her new connections really look out for her best interests. I believe it is all very self serving. They aren't the first - and won't be the last to feed the media and fans what they want and then do the opposite. It's none of our business, to be honest because whether you want to believe it or not. We can all voice our opinions but until it is our/your own horse it's really none of our business.

You could tell me what I should do with my dogs but I'm not going to listen - they are my dogs. You could come in and suggest what I should do with my business - but it's my business and not yours. Sure we are all fans - and fans always feel that they own a part of their favorite. Overall - everything we become fans of is a business for someone else. I have begun to take all that to heart. I mean - if Janet Jackson canceled her concert on my birthday last year and hasn't been seen or heard from since - because she's very possibly pregnant - I may not be as big a fan. If she becomes a mom it ruins it for me. But that's her life not mine.

Do you see what I am saying here? We all want a say in what happens with our favorite racehorse - but it's just a say and an opinion. It's their business - we don't pay the bills. YES ('cause I knew you'd say something) our gambling dollars add to the life of the racetrack and all involved - but do you gamble because you want to pay the training bills? No you gamble to make some money. So here's my thought. I'm going to keep my mouth shut about people I don't respect or believe in from now on. It just promotes negativity.

From here on - I will honor the racehorse - even if I lose at the window.

I must also say that with all that has come about in the Triple Crown - I find it highly interesting that no stallion prospects have come about from these races. Outside of maybe Musket Man because he is truly a consistent horse. I mean the rest currently I wouldn't send a mare (had I a mare) to if this is where they stopped. We have a gelding and a filly at the top of the Triple Crown races right now. The rest didn't show up or were so badly beaten - that I don't consider them as sires for the future.

In closing - because I'm kind of rambling and this could go on all day - (another reason for that home where I can be visited later in life - or sooner) - I'm pleased that racing is in my heart again - and I hope you'll join me in loving it like we did when we were kids.

Come on Mine That Bird!

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Two of the Longest Weeks Ever

I'm sitting here watching TVG - because I can and I enjoy The Morning Line with Mr. B and Greg  Wolfe (Wolf? I should check that but I'm my own editor - because it's a blog btw not an article - but I do not feel like it - so I shant). I have been in agony wondering how I'm going to watch the Preakness and the under card at Pimlico since I don't have HRTV (Thanks DirecTV - I'll be leaving you soon for Dish). So low and behold (or is that lo and behold?) I messed up - I'm guessing - on my dogs entries to the shows in Marietta, OH. I did them - but they didn't get them - how's that? It sucks because I'd rather be at the dog show then not.

Whatever - you don't need to care about that. It's a big 'f' up on my part (I'd so like to blog with my real foul mouth but I don't) and I'm not thrilled.

It did leave the door open for me to be able to watch HRTV at my friend Beth's on Saturday. I even considered going to Keeneland for their little shindig and drink all day - then I remembered - I don't say shindig and I can't drink all day. Complete lightweight - and 2 of my many rules: 1) I don't fall down in public and 2) I don't throw up in public. Which can mean - I don't drink in public - and by that I don't mean I drink alone. Let's just move on ok?

The past 2 weeks have been a whirlwind for me - I can't imagine actually being associated with Mine That Bird (or any horse - I miss owning horses - one day I'll do it all again). I did a podcast interview with Derek Simon (Simon Says Racing) for Youbet.com because of Mine That Bird. Derek rocks - you can here the conversation - and more here: http://www.youbet.com/youbetupdate/rss/simonsays_itunes.xml

I have really enjoyed having a unrealistic vicarious connection to the Kentucky Derby winner. I think I got the last Sports Illustrated in Lexington when I was on my search for mementos to send to my sisters in San Juan County, New Mexico. In turn my sister sent me a Farmington Daily Times - the paper from home that all my life I don't remember seeing horse racing on the cover. The headline? Kind of neat - though - Major Upset: Bloomfield's Mine That Bird wins Kentucky Derby. Sure he's not from Bloomfield - but they feel like he is - and that's the important aspect.

To me the best part of this story - is that people that aren't racing fans in NM - watched the telecast because of the connection - and then he won.

Saturday is the Preakness Stakes. The 2nd leg of the Triple Crown for Thoroughbred Racing. It's usually not my favorite leg - however last year was my first time to go to Pimlico (thanks Phil!) and I had the best time ever!

So this year - I'm wishing I was there but with the dogs, preparing the house for sale, preparing another house for sale and buying the new house, not to mention working on the Fasig-Tipton July Sale already! I thought it might be wise to stay home (actually - I would leave tomorrow if I could).

My thoughts below on the Preakness that I'm not at - in order of preference.

1st. Mine That Bird - you call it a fluke, you think I'm picking him because of the personal connection. I say - jimmy crack corn bitch - I cashed a ticket on him - and so did plenty of others (shout out to Jason - nice job - I'm glad I helped - I think, that's a lot of pressure). If you watched the race - I think you'll notice that he didn't only win the Derby but he left the others behind like old women getting off the church bus. I mean - that's not fluke movement - it's fluid. Rain or no rain - he's legit and I hope to see him in the winner's circle.

2nd. Musket Man - he impressed me in the Derby - I threw him out. Big mistake. Big fan of Yonaguska - and btw Cherokee Run (sire of Yonaguska) hit the board in the Preakness.

3rd. Take the Points - Pletcher should have put him in the Derby and skipped Dunkirk who lacked experience.

4th. Pioneerof the Nile - he's true quality - but I don't know that he's Triple Crown race winner quality. It's tight for me with my top 5. Probably 5 horse exacta box.

5th. Papa Clem - I think he's better than people gave credit (probably including me) before the Derby.

6th. General Quarters - totally throwing out the Derby for him - I wouldn't be surprised to see him hit the board. He usually throws a clunker in after a win. Not totally sold on him.

7th. Friesan Fire - I don't know what to think of the Derby for him but he didn't just lose - he lost by 42 1/2 lengths.

8th. Rachel Alexandra - anytime she has come back within 2 weeks between races she has lost. Sure she was 2nd those times - and she was a 2yo but I'm just saying. She did win the Oaks extremely easy - but looking back at the field she beat 1 listed SW, and 2 Graded stakes placed fillies. The rest had no black-type. Yes it was impressive and I'm not dismissing that effort. I'm just saying this is a huge task to be asked of this girl - I don't believe she'll do well. I could be very wrong but I don't think 2 weeks later running against 12 boys - 7 of which are Graded Stakes winners going 1 3/16 miles is looking out for her best option.

9th. Big Drama - why is everyone so excited about him for this race? I don't believe he's the right one to get so high on. You cannot convince me.

10th. Terrain - he does not like to win.

11th. Tone it Down - has my least favorite jockey on earth riding (and that's saying something Kent D.) I don't usually mind the local hope here - but this one is not the hope I was looking towards.

12th. Flying Private - Why? I mean why?

13th. Luv Gov - it took him 10 races to finally break his maiden - in the slop. NO.

Over all I believe the b.s. that occurred before the Preakness and after the Derby - brings more publicity to our sport. It wasn't all good publicity but how long were we not talked about? Think about it - when was the last time you heard Jessica Simpson's name? You can say you didn't care before - but her name was hot for a while, now she's nothing and doesn't matter. Because no one talks about her. We had that for too long. TOO LONG I say.

I'm not impressed with the selling/buying of Rachel Alexandra. It's business and to be honest - it's no ones business but the parties involved. However don't tell me about your gift from God - and then sell it to the man with all the money (I was going to say Devil and decided against - of course, now I've said it). God does not appreciate using his name in all it's greatness and then basically for a price casting him aside. Sure the buyers can sit at home hoping nothing goes wrong. I hope nothing goes wrong. It's highly doubtful that it will. But I wonder what she'll be like on Sunday after this moment.

One last thing - I want to hear nothing from anyone about how great Jess Jackson was for the fans because he kept Curlin on the track for everyone. Know full out that - he had no other option. He could have retired him - yes - but not for stud duty until all the crap with the other owners (who were in prison) was cleared up - or they were bought out or whatever. His option was turn out or race. More money in racing. Don't give me the I care about the fans speech. It's similar to his Fillies shouldn't run against colts speech on TVG - though the day before someone from his camp had checked on Preakness possibilities.

My last complaint - before you believe that the connections with Mine That Bird are new to racing like most publications reported - do note that Dr. Blach has been in the game forever. He has had top quality racing Quarter Horses - but most of the TB story tellers didn't want to report on such a breed. I guess because they were still in awe or dumbfounded or mad they didn't cash a ticket. All of our breeds - that race especially - need to back each other up and acknowledge. It's not like one will last longer than another you know.

I look forward to an exciting race and more than likely an exciting finish.

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Mine - All Mine or 21 Years In the Making

How freaked out am I? Pretty damn. Some of this may be rehashing but it’s kind of what I’m going through so you’ll just have to deal with it.

I spent Derby Day nearly sick to my stomach with excitement. I realized throughout the day that I hadn’t been this excited since 1988. That year (if I haven’t already told you and don’t mind if I repeat myself) I had picked Winning Colors to win the Kentucky Derby– in about February. I was going to school at the Kentucky Horse Park in a program they once called Kentucky Equine Institute. Pretty much everyone made fun of me for picking that filly. (Except my friend Kim – thanks!) My basis for picking her? She was impressive and she was by *Caro (Ire) – loved him. I also was a D. Wayne Lukas fan and a Eugene Klein fan. I loved watching Mr. Klein – who probably had the money to do whatever he wanted – get so excited about winning any races. Every time I saw him on TV he was overjoyed with a win – even if it could have become old hat at that level. Nowadays – you hardly see that with the big money men anymore. It’s almost expected and then I even get the impression of unappreciated (comparatively) and entitled or deserved.

I finished the KEI program and was getting ready to head back to my hometown of Bloomfield, NM. That’s a long drive for a 100 lb. 18-year-old boy first time away from home. My Dad flew out to visit that weekend and make the drive back. He wanted to leave Saturday morning, uh – that’s Derby Day. I was in shock. I said – but Winning Colors? Hello – and you love Forty Niner. Thought you would want to watch? He gave in – pretty easy.

We drove around and bought a Daily Racing Form – and sat on the wee little bed/couch in my studio apartment, to watch on my 19” TV (no cable – just antenna – I know right?)
Back then – you saw maybe the turf stakes before the Derby on TV and maybe a replay of the Oaks from the day before. The build up for me was excruciating. Not in a bad way – but just like a little kid waiting for Santa to show up. Remember that feeling?

They finally broke from the gate – and you know the outcome – but what you don’t know is that my Dad and I sat in that little room cheering and screaming for our horses. His favorite stallion ever was Mr. Prospector – always wishing for a son of his to stand in NM. He was pretty much a quiet man – didn’t show a lot of excitement. Usually just a little bit of “come on – insert name”  and that’s about it. I only saw him really jump up and yell 4 times that I can remember. Forty Niner in the Derby (2nd), Tank’s Prospect in the Preakness (1st) and my filly – Whathaveyoudoneforme (both of her wins in NM). The latter 2 times may have been the most he ever cheered. Then with each win – a grab of my shoulder and a kind of “we did it” move with his arm.

As Winning Colors stayed in the lead and Forty Niner made his move – our voices got louder and the slapping of our own hands and the pounding on the sort of sitting apparatus became stronger. Never have I felt so much excitement for a horse I had never met. Winning Colors won with Forty Niner in 2nd. I was vindicated and beyond excited. I wondered if I ever would feel that again – outside of maybe my own horse. Obviously my own horse would be a MUCH bigger moment in my life.

The 2 wins by my filly at San Juan Downs – were better. She was born in 1988 – a Quarter Horse that I nicknamed Nasty. Trained by Pat Swan and ridden by Tomey Jean Swan. Two finer people I’ve never met. Two finer horsemen I’ve never met. Nasty won once at 2 and once at 3 for me. Most likely 2 of the best days of my life. I’m not lessening other events – I’m building up the wins by a filly I bred, raced, and loved. Every time she ran I would nearly puke. My Dad said – “you’ll never be able to handle owning a Thoroughbred then – because you hold your breath and get sick before.” My Mom said – “why do it if you don’t get that excited every time?” I love that quote.

Man I miss my Dad today.

Let’s fast forward to Derby Day 2009. I wrote all the above that I’ve mentioned before because I wanted you to feel what I’m feeling. As you know I haven’t been “feeling it” for my favorite world for a while. So not being able to sleep Friday night and getting up 2 hours earlier than planned started the day of nerves for me. The week had been so great, buying a new house on Thursday evening after spending the morning at Churchill. Seeing the Derby and Oaks horses gallop, meeting up with old and new friends and then meeting Chip Woolley.

Oaks Day – my handicapping was on but I only cashed for about $75. I always do a 3 horse exacta box and take those 3 horses and box in a trifecta. Then my favorite of the 3 I bet across the board. I had lots of Friday winners – my across the board horses however were off more than on the board. Torture. All that was kind of forgotten when Rachel Alexandra raced by herself in the Oaks. I haven’t been that impressed and overwhelmed by a victory since Landaluce. That’s kind of a long time ago.

All day long I was sick to my stomach – not in an actual I need a doctor or Pepto way but in a my nerves are shot and I’m just on the couch at home way. I handicapped 10 races on the card. By Derby time – I had 8 across the board bets to cash from the previous races. I hadn’t hit a single exotic. I had Chocolate Candy and Mine That Bird across ($5 each btw) for the Derby.

I watched the stupid questions asked by Kenny Rice to Chip Woolley. Are people from Kentucky that haven’t ever lived outside of here – that ignorant? I watched Kenny almost trip Chip on the walk over. I listened to the comments all day long about Mine That Bird. Not a one – said anything about the fact that he was a champion last year. Probably because they didn’t even know. Because they didn’t consider him – so they didn’t research him – or their research teams are just way lacking in follow through (probably that one).

I tuned to ESPN once and they showed Eight Belles body on the track from last year – pissed me off. Not smart enough to just discuss without the images? I know they prefer to shock because they can’t really tell a story without. Drama is much like sex – it sells – but not for me – well not drama. I went back to the coverage from WLEX18 in Lexington – they did the best coverage overall – including when it switched to the larger NBC. WLEX was educated and intelligent about the Derby field. It was a pleasure to watch.

They were off! I was no longer on the couch. I was standing up and saw that Mine That Bird was so far behind the last horse. My heart sunk and I was thinking – shit – I don’t want that to happen. People will knock NM and all involved. The race call was horrid because Tom Durkin – though often great – tries to build and put on a show – but forgets that there is a field of horses – not just a handful of mentionables. I lost Chocolate Candy in the mud. I didn’t ever hear Mine That Bird again – and wondered if he was gonna close.

I saw him shoot through the hole on the rail – and didn’t right off know it was him. Mud. Then I saw the pink on the 8 saddle cloth. I screamed to Desmond “oh my God it’s Mine That Bird.” I don’t think I quit screaming his name and jumping and slapping my hands. Tears were rolling down my face – finally Tom Durkin noticed there was a horse 4 lengths ahead of Pioneerof the Nile (who I threw out – funny). That little horse was rolling. I couldn’t think – couldn’t realize – couldn’t stop crying.

He won. Not only did he win but he kicked their asses. No it wasn’t Rachel Alexandra’s 20 ¼ lengths but it was bigger than Barbaro’s impressive Derby victory. I called Beth – who met Chip with me on Thursday. A lot of Oh My Goshes later – I had to call my sister Crystal. My texts were blowing up, my Facebook status comments were piling up, even had some tweets on Twitter. My sisters were at National Scrap Booking Day (I know but that’s their thing). Crystal answered and I couldn’t talk because I was crying. I said “Crystal? He won!!” with my shaky voice as my little sister, Vickie, text me asking if Chip’s horse had won. He had.

Crystal’s husband Charlie had just called her telling her he won – she wasn’t sure he was telling the truth because he likes to pull her leg a little. But she said he was so excited that she thought maybe he wasn’t joking. My sister’s get it even though they aren’t in the horse world at all - they know how much something like this means to someone like me – but it’s kind of incomprehensible to people outside the business, I believe.

My friend Jeni Ellis, who Chip trained one of her fillies to a 10 length victory a couple of years ago sent me a message that the crowd at SunRay Park (formerly San Juan Downs - near Bloomfield, NM) was on its feet cheering.  

It amazes me how the media can’t fathom that someone can win the Derby without being from Kentucky, or by racing in NM. They couldn’t recognize that the horse is a Champion, that there’s more to it than buying an expensive yearling or 30. They weren’t smart enough to realize that hmmm, if the horse ran in Canada for different owners that paid the original $9,500 price at Fasig-Tipton October, that he might (being a Graded Stakes winner and Champion in Canada) have cost a little bit more than that when the new owners bought him (for $400,000). He hasn’t been a $9,500 horse since he broke his maiden for $62.5k.

Are they really that untalented at their own jobs – that they can’t find more than just motorcycle accident and long haul from NM in a truck and trailer? Does anyone realize that most horses travel in trailers of some sort? Yeah – I’m sure Pioneerof the Nile came via plane – as many probably did – but seriously it’s a stupid question. Stupid. And it’s been asked.

The gentleman that owns Buena Suerte in Roswell, NM (co-owner of Mine That Bird) has been in the horse business longer than most people I know in the Thoroughbred business. I think it’s funny that people act like they are new to the game. I think it’s funny for Baffert to comment that he just got beat by a Quarter Horse trainer – when he was first and foremost a Quarter Horse trainer (as was Lukas).

I honestly believe that the racings gods slapped us down last year because we needed some reality checks. It will take some time to clean up the damage done by the greedy. It will take longer to improve the mess created by the non-horseman. But I do believe that things had to get ugly on a national scale – so that maybe someone would get their shit together. Maybe now with a little gelding that knocked the block off the big guys and a filly that took us back to a decade when horses were shockingly brilliant – we will begin to regain popularity and respect. It will not happen because someone bought a $5 million horse – that is important to keep people in business – but it’s not going to do anything for anyone who doesn’t have a $5 million horse to sale. It also doesn’t do anything for the image of our sport/industry – because the outsiders and the non-understanders see us as just greedy people who use animals to gain wealth.

Most of us know differently – but all of us need to recognize and be wiser about our choices.

I love horse racing again – it took 24 hours to really make me feel something again. I haven’t had emotion like this about the Derby in 21 years. I haven’t dreamed it possible for me to ever have a Derby horse in about as long. Thanks to Mine That Bird, Chip Woolley, Calvin Borel, Double Eagle Ranch and Buena Suerte Equine - I believe in it all again.

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